about a year ago, we were having another one of our.. erm.. talks. when i asked why he'd wanna get married so early, he said "oh bcos i'm horny". oookaaaay. but having said that. it kinda turned me on how blunt and honest his reply was.

why so random? it came to my mind a few days ago cos of some pictures. and then i saw him today. creeeeepy. oh. i hope he didnt buy that muah chee by the way. friend said they used lard.

this entry is crazy.

i need a proper, better paying job too. asap.




and there i was thinking i'll miss your smell the most. and you HAD to be sweet for the 1st time tonight. just take my heart and fling it across the room. and i thought the confusion'd go away after today. after what you've said. apparently not. not after what you did before we part. they say your eyes are the windows to your soul. i hope my eyes werent traitors.




lsg never fail to make me smile. really, just marry me ok.




now i know how it feels to accidentally send a text to B containing stuffs about B, instead of sending it to A. cries. now B's gonna think i'm some kind of a bitch who cant keep her trap shut. my palms and feets are freezing. what's gonna happen now?

help.




something weird happened. sort of.

his notes was somehow in his jacket's front pocket. he had his jacket tied around his neck instead of putting it on( ikr, whuttt). and he told me to help me get his notes. i practically wrestled with the frikkin jacket wondering where the toot the paper was hahaha. and hello, i'm not very tall you see, pretty sure the whole situation looked weird. haha. and bcos he insisted, i kept on searching.. and realise in order to take that paper i've to reach all the way..and well, THEN i might just end up groping. and i told him "wth! i'm not putting my hand in." and then eventually, i ended up holding the jacket as he took the paper out (even had the cheek to go "this is how genuises keep their papers" ) and i couldnt help but took a whiff.

so what's the whole point of my rambling?
i really have a problem with guys who smell good.

Friday, January 28, 2011 12:24 AM

well. career fair just now was..rather enlightening. thank god i learnt how to shake hands with..erm for lack of a better word, "oomph". HAHA. i remembered shaking a very feeble hand, belonging to a guy in his 20s. yak alah. stupid carrier given has SO huge and heavy, filled with..stuffs. and bcos i really feel bad for making faris carry my stuffs, i KNOW it wasnt light and super bulky, i can almost, almost dismiss the fact that he DIDNT WAIT for me after we alighted from the frikkin bus. pft.

gonna do some readings and hit the sack latest 1.15.

Sunday, January 23, 2011 4:46 PM

i wonder why sometimes we speak without thinking.

and it's not that i dont wish to help. i'm considering the consequences seeing how you dont appreciate or even acknowledge any help and you put people in trouble for helping you. seriously. what is wrong with you?

what is wrong with the world too? stop, sit and reflect on what we're doing. are we making the world any better? and stop wasting resources for goodness sake!

ah the irony.